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going training later. i have a bad feeling that i will be THE ONLY one there. jina, clarissa and sean are going for the holiday on ice thing. and dexter doesn't come unless xxx comes. but xxx is probably not coming. good luck to me...
just 3 more sessions and i'm off to sawadeekaaa. man, our training turnups are terrible.
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hello world. true enough, nobody came. well okay except dexter. hah. hah hah. but the training was quite okay. i did reasonably okay. my times were shitty but who cares man! (actually, i do. but don't tell me i said that) i like bishan stadium. lol. um. cos when it gets windy and the wind just blows, it feels great! uh, and also cos i got 2nd in my heat for 800m in pri sch. ahhahaha. okay sorry. but it was a nice memory cos i was 1st place for quite a while..till natasha toh sin cher overtook me. speaking of which, i miss nats! haha. i find it so amusing that we ended up in the same s1 and s2 class... amazing.
wonder how the show went. COCKTAIL! i also want. i want cocktail! nevermind. cocktails involve people going around and saying hi to everyone... i just like the drinks. getting drunk sounds so fun. i get drunk on juice.. or like one sip of wine. so imagine if you gave me REAL stuff man.. ahhahahaha. i am so tickled by the thought of it.
yes talking about getting drunk on juice. last night we went to newton hawker center to eat (much to my dismayal. uh i hate eating out). pam originally made a pact with me that we'd just eat fruits. but by the time we'd finished parking she told me she would be leaving me in the lurch and going to indulge in the hawker food. i was so sad. but i tried, to go on like i never knew her. i was awake, oh wait, the world wasn't half asleep..okay i started out great! with just a plate of fruits. then prissy came along with her fragrant fried rice. i think i made her feed me 5 spoons of it. it was addictive. then pam came along with her fish noodle soup. this is the funny part! well you see, the spoon was on the chilli, and so the base of the spoon was drenched in a drop of chillied vinegar. i then took the spoon, LICKED it.. but before i could put the spoon into the bowl of soup to take the fish, my whole mouth started to burn. HAHAHA. and i didn't even eat the frickin chilli! so i sat there for a good ten minutes, drinking any liquids i could find and sucking on ice.... haha. hahah. okay nevermind. so as a result of that i drank so much sugarcane juice! high sugar! high calories! ahhhhh. oh well. got me so high when i got home. back to the meal, in the end after estinguishing the burning sensation in my mouth, i finally was able to eat a few slices of fish, veggie and some of the oyters with egg that pen and ted had ordered. the oysters and egg were drowning in oil.
HIGH FAT DINNER! nobody should ever bring me out for meals... and because of that meal. i don't think i will be this weeks biggest loser :( (we are playing the BIGGEST LOSER at home. adapted from the tv show they show on fri nights on ch5. the contestants are pam, pen and me.) AHHH. nvm we are going to the luge tmr. AHHAHA.
dang i'm high on endorphins i think. oh yes, XUEHAI IS GONE! HAHAHA. merry christmas and a happy new year! indeed. oh no i feel mean.. hurhurhur.
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